Yes.

Yes, we say yes. This song about saying yes to Jesus, to letting him have it all, has wrecked me in the best way on repeat as we transitioned to this new world of following Jesus to Kenya. The more we say yes, the more it seems to hurt? The more we say yes, the more we fall in love with Jesus? Both of these things? Probably more. My heart this time around, round 2 of living my life in Kenya has looked very different than my first round. The first term rocked me. Every expectation exploded, every known, pulled out from under me: death, loss, identity, loneliness, loss of comfort, and the list goes on. Second round, I’m a bit more free, more free in who Jesus sees me as; his daughter. This idea of what roles I expect to “serve” in, or how ministry is supposed to be. How pregnancy will be easy like my first three, or how I’m supposed to share Jesus with a kabilliion people. When I get to just be his daughter, life seems to shift. I’m a mom, a mom who weirdly can stay home...